Life is so incredibly boring and trite. There’s nothing to look forward to, it seems – and nothing to enjoy. I don’t like anyone and no one likes me. Except people like Mike, the ones that never get a date anyway because they’ve been labeled nerds and no one wants to go out with them. When someone like me befriends them…there you go. Even someone as unattractive as me.
Life is low now. I have no reason to wake up tomorrow. Life is creeping by, but I stay. I sleep, I eat, and I deteriorate. I smoke and I drink and I gain weight. I’m all wrong, I do nothing because I am nothing. I don’t exist, and no one can see me now.
just ignore me... 
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