just ignore me…

Boy, I’ve neglected this diary!

Life REALLY is hell. Why was I born so ugly??? I mean, no one looks at an ugly girl. No one likes an ugly girl.

Sonja. She angers me. She makes me want to scream. She makes me want to die. She is a conniving, lying, evil….everything. She’s so incredibly fake and I can’t do anything about it.

I hate my personality. I’m obnoxious and that’s part of the reason everyone hates me. I’ll try, I’ll try, I’ll try to change. I’ll really try.

Sonja called Dave, and I guess he said something to her that Mimi had told him – that I was dumped by a million guys. So Sonja says, “Who told you?” and she said it in such a way to make it sound like it was true. Like, really? What am I talking about – Dave would totally believe whatever Mimi tells him.

Sara called me later and that made me feel better.