just ignore me…

Lizard came over Thursday because of family problems – I let her spend the night. We had a lot of fun.Lizard’s the only person I can trust fully right now.

Anyway, last night I went to a party at this guy Chris’s house. Matt showed up there and he got drunk, and I got a little drunk, and well – I sort of took off my clothes and he took off his (except underwear, and bra for me) and we fooled around. I totally regret the whole thing. I feel so ashamed.

Oh well, now it’s October 18th and let me tell you about Saturday. I spent the night at Sonja’s house, but we didn’t go out. Matt called, but I did not talk to him. He couldn’t care less about me. Then Chris called at 10:30. Sonja talked to him for an hour and a half, and I talked to him for 5 hours. We talked and talked and TALKED. I didn’t feel pressured to stay on the phone or anything, it was great. He’s so deep.

But I’ll tell more later.