just ignore me…

I should calm myself. Take a pill.

Stress. Everything is so stressful. Tomorrow I’ve got three tests, one in each of my three worst classes (meaning the ones I have to work at to get A’s). Biology, French and Algebra. It just doesn’t seem very fair. PLUS! I didn’t come home AT ALL until 9:00pm. I had to babysit, then drama right after – no time to study! I didn’t even know there was a test in Biology or a test in French. I was absent for the warning. So here’s what I’m going to do: I’m going to study a little tonight, I’ll study in 2nd period, study Algebra & Biology in 3rd period, take the Algebra test in 4th period, take the Bio test 6th and 7th and study for French the rest of the god damned day. Oh stress!

I haven’t talked to Chris for a while, and I want to. I need his voice to calm me down a little. Now that I think of it, maybe that’s just what I DON’T need.

The whole boy situation is stressful also. Matt, Chris, Paul. Then there’s the girls: Sonja, Sara…sometimes Cathy. Terri? Definitely. Parents…they never talk to me or acknowledge me at all. I’m almost completely independent from them it seems.

Let’s see…what else to worry about? I have to think up a topic for a speech in English. I also have to do my commercial again.

Gotta go – homework beckons.