just ignore me…

Is it the 21st or the 23rd? I’ll change the date.

Sid and Nancy. That movie really moved me. I want to cry for them – I can’t explain it. Their whole situation, their whole outlook, the era even – it makes me think about things, and about life.

I wish I could just go back to the 70’s. I wish I could see it, and remember it, and relive the era as I am today. I don’t know. It’s just so fascinating and mysterious and weird. I can almost feel their pain.

Jenny came over to watch the movie with me. Now that she’s driving, she’s been calling me and wanting to do things with me.

The world…the sadness…the hopelessness…cold, dreary…I can feel it, but I can’t really express it. I feel a certain attachment, a certain longing for that era. I can’t really explain it.

I don’t actually believe everything in that movie actually happened. I can realize it and reason out what is real and what is not. But there’s definitely something about that movie. Dark, grey sky.