just ignore me…

I am bitter, very bitter these days. Nothing is going right and I seem to be wandering on and on. I am also so very sick of taking the same crap day in and day out. No one ever leaves me alone.

So many conflicts. Everyone creating scandals and then I find myself dragged into them. They won’t leave me alone and they’re tearing me apart. I’m dog meat torn apart by the pack of ravenous hounds who are always wanting more.

But there’s always something missing. It nags at me every waking hour. Nobody likes me as a girlfriend. I think it’s because I’m ugly, but I’m not quite sure. Maybe they see me as a goal, someone to lead on to see if I will fuck, then when I don’t put out they leave me.

Oh well. Who needs male companionship? Men are useless at this age anyway. It’s so obvious. We must leave them all to the gullible girls who will fuck them.