Went out with the old gang tonight – it was the BEST. The best thing that’s happened to me in a long long LONG time! We did whippets (I’d never tried them before). What a fucking trip. They are great but I felt like shit afterwards. My lungs did anyway.
Brian MacKenzie’s house burned down tonight. We watched it – it was really bogus. REALLY bogus. Apparently the fire started in the garage and destroyed the cars. They couldn’t put the fire out because of all the gasoline. It was really sad.
But anyways…being friends with the group again causes a problem. Sonja. She’s pissed of course. Deep down, I’d much rather be hanging out with the old gang (I’m much more comfortable with them) but I don’t want a conflict and I still want to be her friend. We’ve still got to do the play together and everything. Oh well. It’ll work out – maybe.
Oh yeah – yesterday I saw Kevin. I wasn’t too sure about him when I saw him yesterday but I’m sure now. I just expect too much. I took a look, though, and I enjoy what I have! He’s compatible even though he doesn’t talk much. He’s not boring, he’s friendly, sweet, loving, kind and innocent. He’s like a lost dog. And he seems to need me, in a way, and I guess I need him too (in a way).
Wish I could just go cruising with the gang & Alex & Kevin tomorrow but I must remember Sonja.
just ignore me... 
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