just ignore me…

The morning started off with Mom and Dad yelling about divorce. The silence. I came downstairs, saw them, then I made a pie.

I didn’t and don’t care about their marriage, but the argument made me realize something. Both of them have things they want to do with their life and they want me and Terri out of here so they can do what they want. For some reason I feel so much freer knowing that. I feel like a great weight has been lifted from me and I don’t know exactly why.

Relationships are sort of dumb. I want one, of course (everyone does) but in my head I wish I could do without them. Love is painful and desperate and hopeless sometimes. Oh well. This is no new discovery.