just ignore me…

i wish I’d written yesterday morning and recorded they way I felt about Kevin then because my feelings have changed completely now.

Yesterday I was completely happy about the way things were between us. I had written him a rather depressing note about ending the relationship, giving him a choice and such – then he called me up right after school to ask why we were going to take it slow.

Then we had to pick him up last night, and I had to see him.

He acted like such and asshole. The biggest. He kept walking away from me and when we were together he either didn’t acknowledge me or else tried to ignore me.

Then Steve Sell had to take him home, and of course he had nothing to say to me. Steve was nicer than he was, So Kevin is X’d from life forever.

FOREVER!